I wake up this morning and feel like I’m in a rush
What a familiar “feel”!
In a rush…
To get somewhere I’m not even sure I want to be?
Poke at the back of my mind
Speaking impending failure, embarrassment and shame
Of doubt, carelessness and disaster
Of looming danger and many reasons to panic
I’m running now!
Getting out of here is surely to my gain
No way to spend my time in fear, disgust and tears
I WILL SUCCEED!
No simpler way to put it
In fact, I’m counting on me
And that’s what’s real